Trapped...

A single thought came to mind after seeing that the weather report for the mid-west...





If my internet dies then it's complete doomnessity. o_o

Those special words...

It's at times like these when certain special words come to mind....




You know*? :)

*Another freakin' snow and freezing rain storm on the way!!! WTF?! D:<

Where he was...

In case you had been wondering...





He had spent it at a lovely little pond outside a nice country side cottage. It was sunny there and the kind, elderly couple who lived there often fed him bits of bread. ._.

Falling Apart?

You know that feeling?

Well it does happen! D:




And the real problem is that I'd have to use my right arm to pick up the left one. I'm not feeling the effort for all of that. ._.

I had an Anomalache...

Missed last night's post due to an anomaly caused by a headache.

You see...




Luckily I went to bed before all of existence was sucked into the twisting nether. ._.

Might be a rough patch?

What I've recently observed, is that...





And especially so if you're starting to run out of your favorite flavors... >_>;

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Angry...

Today I got angry.

It was not your everyday "I'm upset" sort of angry, nor was it the "I'm mad!" variety.

This was the kind of anger that slowly swells up inside of you over a long period of time.

And all too often...




And just as often, that blaming is undeserved.

Rarely is the source a "this person" or "that thing" with this type of anger.

When I try on my own to track down its origins, I hit a spot where I find that...




But because of the nature of this anger, I don't know if that's 100% deserved either.

I mean, why am I upset at myself? What caused it?

For me it seems to be formed from little bits of anxiety, stress, and fears all coming together to condense into a sort of egg.

A Rage Egg.

Over time, as I continue to just push all those nasty bits down, the egg continues to grow.

That's fine though. It's safe down there right by those ticking time bombs and bottled up frustrations.

All is well...





And if any of you have ever had your Rage Egg crack, you'd know that the beast is f*cking scary! D:

Obviously it's best to avoid having a Rage Egg build up in the first place, but that's not always possible.

It can help to know the nature of this beast and thus in turn, how to deal with it. For the most part, the beast just wants to vent the stress, anxiety, frustrations and anger that form it. Finding a safe way for the beast to rage isn't always easy. Some of the more popular methods are yelling, hitting stuff*, cursing, and pulling your hair out.

*Like a punching bag. ._.

As for me, well...




It calms me down quite quickly, completely disperses the beast, and puts me in a good mood for quiet contemplation.

This was not the post I had planed on doing today. I got angry though.

It just seems right...

Hey...




I think my mind prefers it. ._.

Should have a nice big post comic thing up tomorrow. :)

Again...

Again I missed the post...





I'm gonna try hard to keep it though! D:

Unpunctual Water Fowl

Someone didn't show up on time...




I'm pretty sure "..." is an apology of some sort in Day-Birdish*. ._.

*It's a very complex and complicated language. D:

This is what I feel like doing! :D

Right now...




Nothing. Noda. Squat. Bupkis. =\

It's snow joke! D:

White stuff* again! O-O

*Ahem, it's snow... >_>









So to all the folks that still have to go into work/class, well at least you get to see other people*. :o

*That is unless you hate people. Then it probably just sucks all around. ._.

Woah...

I've...




Yep*...

*@‿@...

Late night on the onlines...

Late night and sleep deprived surfing...





I suppose I could just go through my web history to find out but I'm too tired/lazy to do that. ._.

Oh yeah!
It was because of Enemy at the Gates! o-o

This was today...

Let me tell you how today was...




I decided it would be best to discuss this dilemma with the day itself.




Our conversation was quite constructive and I'm hopeful for future developments. :)

It's the what?

It's the weekend...

So...

You know...




Hope everyone's weekend stuff is awesome stuff! D:

The Sequel Game?!

Sequels are great! We all love sequels! They always make everything way better and never ruin the originals! Just look at such great examples like those other two Matrix movies, that third Spider Man and who can forget the God's gift to man Speed 2?! :D

Sequels sequels sequels!

WE FREAKIN' LOVE EM!!!

HERE'S A SEQUEL FOR US!!!!!!!





F*CK YEAH SEQUELS!!!!!!!!!!!!! 8D

Sleep Debt!?

Hey! This post is super duper late! It was in no way made at the time that it says! I just set it to that so I can keep them organized! :D

And yeah... it's another post about sleep... -.-

I had to pay my sleep bill the other day. It turns out I was so behind that the interest had gone up to about 200%! D:



Since Saturday I had probably gotten 2-4 hours of sleep a day. This debt compounded over time as I kept putting it off. And so, when I finally passed out, it was for about 25 hours. I missed all of Thursday Day and Thursday Night...

You see, winter, and the lack of blue sky energy, often causes my sleep schedule to become this awesome...




ME! I NEED SLEEP! THIS GUY TYPING THIS STUFF! I'M ALREADY CRAZY ENOUGHS! D:<

I think I'll add another rezomalution like "Find gooder sleep patternness!" or something of the sorts because these unexpected* comas are gonna destroy me!

*Ok, maybe they're half-expected... <_<;

So it finally happened...?

So, for a small portion of the day, this was me...




Did I crack? Was my last marble lost? Did the leopard finally punch the monkey's junk?

No.

Not really.

I just consumed too much caffeine as well as some AMAZING sugar cookies all while having an epic anxiety attack.

So, after the whole "sitting down and swinging back and forth while hugging your knees as if you're in a strait jacket" thing, I decided to burn through all that energy in a marathon of push-ups, sit-ups, and running around outside in the FREAKING CRAZY COLD with no jacket* on. Then I came inside and yelled a bunch of crap into a personal silencer† to get rid of all that excess energy and stress hidden in my lounges.

*I'm a dult! I do what I want! D:

†Often some sort of cushion or pillow.

And after all that I took a shower and felt much better. :)

Crazy and others...

Still lots of snow. Yep.

It's cold too. So a lot of people are stuck inside. They may even be exposed to a mild cabin fever.

And you know what they say...




But that saying doesn't really work does it? I mean, it's not really company is it? Cause they're stuck. Thus it's more than likely* that no one is coming over. No guest or visits. Nope.

*But just in case, better lock your doors. :o

So in this situation, they would actually say...




Yep, that's what they would say.

If I was one of they* then that's what I would say. ._.

*Those thems people... o.o

A bit of this stuff...

Today we take a short break from my slow descent into madness to bring you this local* weather report.

*Local for me*.

*Probably not you.








You might be thinking, "That doesn't look like snow! It's more like some sort of fog!", and you wouldn't be far off.

Rather than your more traditional calmly falling flaky snow, this is more the sort of a thick, wintery, mist. It's alabaster brightness gradually diluting out all the surrounding color, as if it was trying to white-out existence.

Still it's kind of pretty though. ._.

The Saga Continues...

And so, to follow up on yesterday's post...




Yep, probably crazy*... >_>

*Or some sort of siren... .-.

Well there's not much for it...

The holidays, being sick, insomnia, and too many cloudy days have compiled and thus lead me into a typical thought process...





The process isn't really a process at all though. Instead it's more of the slump into general apathy*.

*Meh. ¦\

This probably just means I need to get my ass in gear and get out more or something. =\

Sleepy Duck...

So yeah...




How shameful... >_>;

Insomnia...

Wooo...






WooOOOooOOoooo...

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